I woke up in a better mood than I've been in the last couple of days. Today we get to go out and see some of the city of Phoenix. They are holding a local small business fair in the downtown area. No flea market gimmicks here. Every tent has been rented out to a small business to display their products and help get their name out to the people. It's even dog friendly with watering bowls and a dog run.
We browse through the aisles for a hour or two and have seen enough. There are tons of food and drink samples for just a dollar or two. Unfortunately for us a dollar or two is too much. Katie pops open Google maps and makes the call for us to drive another 20 miles to the northeast side of the city. Apparently there is a free BMX stunt bike show going on.
Odysea in the desert is a complex located in Scottsdale that has an aquarium, dinosaur exhibit, and dining to go with it. It's a pretty neat place that hosts events to draw in the people. We just happen to be the only people here without kids. Why don't adults like free stunt shows?
An hour passes by and the BMX team go on an hour long break until the next performance. We walk the grounds and head back to the car to leave. One thing that I normally do is park in the back of parking lots. This time when we get to Shirley in the back there is a couple of guys (one of the BMX riders) sitting on a curb behind a car smoking weed. Nice touch dirt-bag. Smoke some weed before you entertain the kids. Like it would have killed you to wait until you get home.
We get home after a long day out and finish up our nightly chores. I'm still pissed off at the world but finally figured out why. I'm frustrated and upset that we are traveling. I know, I know... that's what we are doing on purpose. I'm upset because I feel lost. I don't have any goals I'm striving towards to make our lives better in the real world. At least I've figured out what is wrong. Now I just have to set my mind on obtaining something achievable. I guess I'll sit here and hang out with the dog until that something comes to mind.